"God is a fiercely jealous lover. And what he gives in love is far better than anything else you'll find." v5 The Message
Why do I have such a hard time surrendering to God? Why is it that when things don't work the way I think they should I tend to abandon God and try any other method to get what I want? Why is it so hard to walk out what I say I know...that God loves me, wants only what is best for me and what He gives, in love, is far better than anything else I will find.
Lord, as I have to do everyday when I face circumstances that don't go my way, I chose to desire what You desire for me. I chose to pursue Your way not my way. Forgive me for letting my selfishness and desire for self-preservation get the better of me sometimes. I choose to trust You.